I want to refine myself. I want to do and be better than I currently am and have felt like for the past 2 months. I am not exactly sure why I am so unhappy with my own performance but I am going to figure out why. I have been thinking a lot about what my long term goals are and what exactly I see in store for myself in the future. I think I need to slow down in a lot of the lost aspects of my life. I need to start being intentional and thoughtful. I need to live in the current moment rather than the future. I need to build the foundation upon which my future is guaranteed to come. In this way I will not have to think about it day to day. I do think I am making strides in this direction but what I need to focus on is consistency and practice. I think that I have always been good at things naturally and it has allowed me to slide by without much intentionality. My goal now is to be intentional!
